here goes....

So I was once told I should do stuff that scares me, for the whole month of October... I'm gonna share my real feelings about everything.
beware friends.


p.s. why the fuck am I always the douche magnet.
mhmm, already started.

I'm worth it Damn it.

There are just some fears you have to stuff down and say NO. You have no right to control me anymore. Fuck off.

you reap what you sow.
Something we all must learn the hard way.
No more complaining if you're just gonna start it.
Kelli, quit being a loser! Gah.

I fear that I'm becoming a hoarder with all my craft stuff lately.
But its for a good cause... right?
I need a shower.
But its late and I can't do it tonight cause my hair will get crazy.
tomorrow?
yeah right.
Working 11 hours tomorrow, maybe longer.... whoop!

Hates considered a bad feeling right?

this is what my life constantly looks like nowadays

and then this happens